A demon in me that lies await,
For me to crash into an awful state,
At that point it wakes and crawls,
To get to my conscious through the walls.
A bird of flame, a bird of fire,
One true model of which I aspire,
To live forever fearless and free,
A rebirth that holds the renewal key.
They said it’s cancer but I didn’t hear,
I looked at the man, my love sat near,
His face was blank his body numb,
Why did he ignore it, why be so dumb.
Write down your feelings I hear them say,
It will help them go away,
But I can’t begin to explain,
The anger inside, the rage and pain.
My words must rhyme or their would be none,
But the feelings remain they’ll never be gone.
Thou art in heaven but comes from hell,
Have a story about those that fell,
It starts with faith that turned to logic,
That didn’t end with being apologetic,
For those ‘the fallen’ remember the fun,
And didn’t forget how life begun,
The soul has gone but so has the redemption,
To allow a freedom and a feeling of contention.
Tick tock can you hear the clock,
Stealing time while you ponder existence,
Opening memories you want to block,
That are negative but have consistence.
Eyes that look at you with desire,
Feeding a hunger they seem to inspire,
With depths of mischief and thoughts of sin,
A tingle, a shiver that starts within.
As you close your eyes at night,
I watch you while you sleep,
I’m there for you whenever you need,
I hold you while you weep.
Blue eyes, blonde hair,
He has a look that can’t compare,
An innocence and a warm glow,
And a smile that makes my blood flow.
Oblivious to feelings and people that care,
It’s easier to switch off, there’s less weight to bare,
An objective to learn and just to survive,
But a need to feel pain, so I know I’m alive.
A Lyrical Delusion 
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