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A Lyrical Delusion

Poetry- To Allow A Free Mind

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The mind

Rewiring

In night and day, and day and night,

We lose our will and our fight,

For all we know this is how life is supposed to be,

Sucking out your emotions, so that you can actually see.

 

Funnily enough those with depression see the world clearly,

They don’t feel much as they view everything logically,

But what’s to say that depression isn’t an imbalance of the mind,

What if the problem is how we think makes feeling become blind?

 

Feeling creates good chemicals, but some unconsciously shut it out,

But what happens when you don’t feel anything, and the good chemicals don’t sprout?

They label you depressed, but this isn’t the case,

A cure isn’t a tablet; it’s a rewiring or an erase.

 

Erase they way you think, and rewire to fix the brain,

Allow yourself to feel, so you don’t feel the chemical withdrawal strain.

I know this isn’t something that would work for everyone’s curse,

But it’s a way to realize that tablets make you worse.

 

The brain is a delicate tool, but it is just that,

It just needs to be reeducated, it’s just something to work at!

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Depression

A song without notes,

A fire without flame,

the earth without air,

A trial with no claim.

The feeling of death,

Which depression will bring,

Is like a singer that cannot sing.

Blackness in the light,

Loneliness in a crowd,

A voice in your head,

That death it has vowed.

Depression is being alive but feeling dead,

Hearing voices, but not knowing what’s said.

Having content days, but the bad are worse,

With this disease being your personal curse.

Fire

Heat, smoke and flame rise around me,
They twist, they taunt, they won’t let me be,

Fire bypasses rational thought,
And conscious leaves as the fires fought,
Flames doesn’t converse with the brain,
It burns the skin and leaves a stain.

When you’re burning bright and struggling with the heat,
Your rational side gives up and takes a seat,
What replaces it is a scary new thing,
It has no feeling and disaster it will bring.

The inner me is breaking free quicker,
And leaving me feeling weaker and sicker.
I feel the fever when it’s getting stronger,
The heat burns and it’s lasting longer.

I know I should be worried or feel concern,
But I don’t, and even witches burn.

Inner Demon

A demon in me that lies await,
For me to crash into an awful state,
At that point it wakes and crawls,
To get to my conscious through the walls.

Continue reading “Inner Demon”

Phoenix

A bird of flame, a bird of fire,
One true model of which I aspire,
To live forever fearless and free,
A rebirth that holds the renewal key.

Continue reading “Phoenix”

My prerogative.

Write down your feelings I hear them say,

It will help them go away,

But I can’t begin to explain,

The anger inside, the rage and pain.

My words must rhyme or their would be none,

But the feelings remain they’ll never be gone.

Continue reading “My prerogative.”

Overactive mind

Tick tock can you hear the clock,
Stealing time while you ponder existence,
Opening memories you want to block,
That are negative but have consistence.

Continue reading “Overactive mind”

New Life

So many changes have begun to happen,

Many of which I can not fathom,

A Fresh start of life from out the blue,

Feelings and ideas that have grew.

Continue reading “New Life”

Fading light

There was that spark of light,

Allowing peace against the fight,

But flames don’t last they always go out,

They ignore fuel and create a drought.

Continue reading “Fading light”

A four letter word that means so much,
A warmth it has on those it will clutch,
But what does it truly mean?
Does it exist, can it be seen?

Continue reading “A four letter word”

Saying Goodbye

Hello, goodbye how do I say?

The ending words when someone goes away,

I want them to leave to for fill a dream,

But inside I feel like I sob and scream.

Continue reading “Saying Goodbye”

Broken

I need to write down how I feel,

But I feel empty like nothings real,

My mind is blank and my body’s tired,

A long day where lots has transpired.

Continue reading “Broken”

Revenge

Hit, slap there she goes,

Delivering pain, delivering blows,

What makes her so angry I’ll never know,

I just want to leave, I want to go.

Continue reading “Revenge”

Darkness and light

The darkness comes and never leaves,

For we are nothing more than thief’s,

We steal the truth and use a lie,

To hide the secrets we defy.

Continue reading “Darkness and light”

Hide the Lie

I have no words, no guilt, nor shame,

No feelings for one to claim,

For many wish but do not seek,

A normal life to hide the freak.

Continue reading “Hide the Lie”

Feelings.

Feelings, feelings what are they?

What’s their message? What do they portray?

I feel nothing good- only the bad,

Like feelings lost and forever mad,

Is this normal or is it me?

How do I change what I cant see?

Continue reading “Feelings.”

Doomed relationship

A doomed Relationship from the start,

We’re better together & yet better apart,

A man of feeling & a woman with none,

Until tolerating it has gone.

Continue reading “Doomed relationship”

Dancing Thoughts

The threads of panic begin to start,

All because of a fragile heart,

The need to prove you can provide,

To be strong and not hide.

  Continue reading “Dancing Thoughts”

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