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A Lyrical Delusion

Poetry- To Allow A Free Mind

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The mind

A comfort

It’s been so long since I saw your face,
A beauty for sure, an image that’s hard to erase.
I used to dream of something so pure,
We’d fly and love and have adventures and explore,
There was little we wouldn’t do,
We could dance and laugh all night through.

Then one day you left and off you went,
So many years and a healthy way to vent.
To feel a love I never knew,
Until the day it brought me to you,
To a man I felt I’d known my entire life,
I could have become your love and wife,
But it was never meant to be,
Life had other plans for me.
Until one day we meet again,
With all my love till not, till then.

Stars

Who I supposed to be,
What am I supposed to see,
We live and breathe and look for hope,
On different ways on how to cope.
We pray, we meditate, we try so much,
For the miracles we seem to clutch,
But this will only take you so far,
It will help you, but won’t heal every scar.
For ones unseen that seem to hide,
Like a ghostly whispers that once died.

I look to the sky, to the stars to remind me,
That beauty is all around it does not flee.
Many people have come and gone,
But the stars are always there to wish upon.

Long lost love

A long lost love I hear you say,
A man I craved that went away,
A way to cope with my own personal pain,
For he loved me without gain.

He was there for me in my tears and in plight,
And when I no longer had the will to fight,
I’d shut my eyes and see his beautiful face,
And temporarily the pain would erase.

Then one day it went away,
I didn’t fight to make it stay.
It hurt for a while that it wasn’t there,
Didn’t it love me, didn’t it care.

It’s like we were made to forget,
How we held each other and wept,
Or lifted each other up when one fell,
Two pieces of a jigsaw that worked so well.

Then different names wanted a part,
In a place they didn’t belong or start,
I remember places that are no longer there,
Lived so many lifetimes, it didn’t seem fair,
I had different names and lovers in those days,
But there was always one that always stays,
By my side never to harm,
To love, to protect to be my calm.

Looking back

I never wrote about it, I thought you would know,
I thought you would see it, I thought you’d grow,
The days when fun was never hard to find,
Where people could love and be kind,
When it wasn’t frowned upon, when it was the norm,
To hold hands and dance together in the storm.
When we could fly high through the night,
Or get visions of prophecy with our oracle sight.
There was no religion or science around,
There was nature and love and adventure to be found.
We were protectors and lovers and so much more,
With passion and hope and a keen interest to explore.

Light

Seven of cards,
Ace of spades,
Clear the debris before the raids,

Shining bright like a star,
Never near, never far.

From earth we rise to clear the mist,
Ascended from hells unclenched fist,
For light to shine strong and proud,
With a lion’s strength and roar so loud.

We fell and rose to protect and learn,
For this world cannot burn,
We’ll heal and keeps the lights shining bright,
To stop the sickness winning this fight.

It isn’t about coming first, second or third,
But to open your wings and discover your bird,
For freedom, hope and to know who we are,
Because inside all of us is a shining star.

We have the power, the might, and will,
All we have to do is learn to be still.

Lovers

Lovers feud, a lovers fate,
To be reunited with their mate,
Little by little they’ll find their way,
Because miracles can happen each day.

A single touch, a stroke of hand,
That connection that can’t be buried in the sand,
A voice on the wind, a flare of the heart,
There is little that can keep them apart.

The feel of their lips, the taste of their skin,
The layers between them feel so thin.
A connection that can’t be faked or misled,
With words that can’t explain the feeling that’s said.

An alchemy of sort as they connect,
That’s heals each part and every defect.
A magic, a love, a passion so deep,
Like an ancient love story that would make you weep.

For when lovers do reunite,
A beauty happens that helps them ignite,
Ignite a beauty they often forget,
Whether it’s nature, a partner, an animal- there’s little to regret.

Rewiring

In night and day, and day and night,

We lose our will and our fight,

For all we know this is how life is supposed to be,

Sucking out your emotions, so that you can actually see.

 

Funnily enough those with depression see the world clearly,

They don’t feel much as they view everything logically,

But what’s to say that depression isn’t an imbalance of the mind,

What if the problem is how we think makes feeling become blind?

 

Feeling creates good chemicals, but some unconsciously shut it out,

But what happens when you don’t feel anything, and the good chemicals don’t sprout?

They label you depressed, but this isn’t the case,

A cure isn’t a tablet; it’s a rewiring or an erase.

 

Erase they way you think, and rewire to fix the brain,

Allow yourself to feel, so you don’t feel the chemical withdrawal strain.

I know this isn’t something that would work for everyone’s curse,

But it’s a way to realize that tablets make you worse.

 

The brain is a delicate tool, but it is just that,

It just needs to be reeducated, it’s just something to work at!

Depression

A song without notes,

A fire without flame,

the earth without air,

A trial with no claim.

The feeling of death,

Which depression will bring,

Is like a singer that cannot sing.

Blackness in the light,

Loneliness in a crowd,

A voice in your head,

That death it has vowed.

Depression is being alive but feeling dead,

Hearing voices, but not knowing what’s said.

Having content days, but the bad are worse,

With this disease being your personal curse.

Fire

Heat, smoke and flame rise around me,
They twist, they taunt, they won’t let me be,

Fire bypasses rational thought,
And conscious leaves as the fires fought,
Flames doesn’t converse with the brain,
It burns the skin and leaves a stain.

When you’re burning bright and struggling with the heat,
Your rational side gives up and takes a seat,
What replaces it is a scary new thing,
It has no feeling and disaster it will bring.

The inner me is breaking free quicker,
And leaving me feeling weaker and sicker.
I feel the fever when it’s getting stronger,
The heat burns and it’s lasting longer.

I know I should be worried or feel concern,
But I don’t, and even witches burn.

Inner Demon

A demon in me that lies await,
For me to crash into an awful state,
At that point it wakes and crawls,
To get to my conscious through the walls.

Continue reading “Inner Demon”

Phoenix

A bird of flame, a bird of fire,
One true model of which I aspire,
To live forever fearless and free,
A rebirth that holds the renewal key.

Continue reading “Phoenix”

My prerogative.

Write down your feelings I hear them say,

It will help them go away,

But I can’t begin to explain,

The anger inside, the rage and pain.

My words must rhyme or their would be none,

But the feelings remain they’ll never be gone.

Continue reading “My prerogative.”

Overactive mind

Tick tock can you hear the clock,
Stealing time while you ponder existence,
Opening memories you want to block,
That are negative but have consistence.

Continue reading “Overactive mind”

New Life

So many changes have begun to happen,

Many of which I can not fathom,

A Fresh start of life from out the blue,

Feelings and ideas that have grew.

Continue reading “New Life”

Fading light

There was that spark of light,

Allowing peace against the fight,

But flames don’t last they always go out,

They ignore fuel and create a drought.

Continue reading “Fading light”

A four letter word that means so much,
A warmth it has on those it will clutch,
But what does it truly mean?
Does it exist, can it be seen?

Continue reading “A four letter word”

Saying Goodbye

Hello, goodbye how do I say?

The ending words when someone goes away,

I want them to leave to for fill a dream,

But inside I feel like I sob and scream.

Continue reading “Saying Goodbye”

Broken

I need to write down how I feel,

But I feel empty like nothings real,

My mind is blank and my body’s tired,

A long day where lots has transpired.

Continue reading “Broken”

Revenge

Hit, slap there she goes,

Delivering pain, delivering blows,

What makes her so angry I’ll never know,

I just want to leave, I want to go.

Continue reading “Revenge”

Darkness and light

The darkness comes and never leaves,

For we are nothing more than thief’s,

We steal the truth and use a lie,

To hide the secrets we defy.

Continue reading “Darkness and light”

Hide the Lie

I have no words, no guilt, nor shame,

No feelings for one to claim,

For many wish but do not seek,

A normal life to hide the freak.

Continue reading “Hide the Lie”

Feelings.

Feelings, feelings what are they?

What’s their message? What do they portray?

I feel nothing good- only the bad,

Like feelings lost and forever mad,

Is this normal or is it me?

How do I change what I cant see?

Continue reading “Feelings.”

Doomed relationship

A doomed Relationship from the start,

We’re better together & yet better apart,

A man of feeling & a woman with none,

Until tolerating it has gone.

Continue reading “Doomed relationship”

Dancing Thoughts

The threads of panic begin to start,

All because of a fragile heart,

The need to prove you can provide,

To be strong and not hide.

  Continue reading “Dancing Thoughts”

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