A demon in me that lies await,
For me to crash into an awful state,
At that point it wakes and crawls,
To get to my conscious through the walls.
Thou art in heaven but comes from hell,
Have a story about those that fell,
It starts with faith that turned to logic,
That didn’t end with being apologetic,
For those ‘the fallen’ remember the fun,
And didn’t forget how life begun,
The soul has gone but so has the redemption,
To allow a freedom and a feeling of contention.
Tick tock can you hear the clock,
Stealing time while you ponder existence,
Opening memories you want to block,
That are negative but have consistence.
Sat in public eating lunch,
Observing these people, what a bunch,
Laughing and giggling about pointless things,
Is this what the social life brings?
A four letter word that means so much,
A warmth it has on those it will clutch,
But what does it truly mean?
Does it exist, can it be seen?
Dance and step around a burning flame,
Where the spirits burn full of shame,
Chant away around the fire,
Wishing revenge of those who expire.
Hello, goodbye how do I say?
The ending words when someone goes away,
I want them to leave to for fill a dream,
But inside I feel like I sob and scream.
I need to write down how I feel,
But I feel empty like nothings real,
My mind is blank and my body’s tired,
A long day where lots has transpired.
The darkness gets stronger upon waking,
It’s getting harder to push back without breaking,
This world it too out of sync,
A place where evil grows quicker than a blink.
Hit, slap there she goes,
Delivering pain, delivering blows,
What makes her so angry I’ll never know,
I just want to leave, I want to go.
Blood is thicker than stone,
The skin heals and so does bone,
The scars that are left are deep inside,
Imprints in the mind that still reside.
I have no words, no guilt, nor shame,
No feelings for one to claim,
For many wish but do not seek,
A normal life to hide the freak.
Feelings, feelings what are they?
What’s their message? What do they portray?
I feel nothing good- only the bad,
Like feelings lost and forever mad,
Is this normal or is it me?
How do I change what I cant see?
A doomed Relationship from the start,
We’re better together & yet better apart,
A man of feeling & a woman with none,
Until tolerating it has gone.
The threads of panic begin to start,
All because of a fragile heart,
The need to prove you can provide,
To be strong and not hide.
A Lyrical Delusion 
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