A demon in me that lies await,
For me to crash into an awful state,
At that point it wakes and crawls,
To get to my conscious through the walls.
Write down your feelings I hear them say,
It will help them go away,
But I can’t begin to explain,
The anger inside, the rage and pain.
My words must rhyme or their would be none,
But the feelings remain they’ll never be gone.
Tick tock can you hear the clock,
Stealing time while you ponder existence,
Opening memories you want to block,
That are negative but have consistence.
There was that spark of light,
Allowing peace against the fight,
But flames don’t last they always go out,
They ignore fuel and create a drought.
Dance and step around a burning flame,
Where the spirits burn full of shame,
Chant away around the fire,
Wishing revenge of those who expire.
Hello, goodbye how do I say?
The ending words when someone goes away,
I want them to leave to for fill a dream,
But inside I feel like I sob and scream.
I need to write down how I feel,
But I feel empty like nothings real,
My mind is blank and my body’s tired,
A long day where lots has transpired.
Blood is thicker than stone,
The skin heals and so does bone,
The scars that are left are deep inside,
Imprints in the mind that still reside.
I have no words, no guilt, nor shame,
No feelings for one to claim,
For many wish but do not seek,
A normal life to hide the freak.
Feelings, feelings what are they?
What’s their message? What do they portray?
I feel nothing good- only the bad,
Like feelings lost and forever mad,
Is this normal or is it me?
How do I change what I cant see?
The threads of panic begin to start,
All because of a fragile heart,
The need to prove you can provide,
To be strong and not hide.
A Lyrical Delusion 
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