Sat in public eating lunch,
Observing these people, what a bunch,
Laughing and giggling about pointless things,
Is this what the social life brings?
A four letter word that means so much,
A warmth it has on those it will clutch,
But what does it truly mean?
Does it exist, can it be seen?
Dance and step around a burning flame,
Where the spirits burn full of shame,
Chant away around the fire,
Wishing revenge of those who expire.
Hello, goodbye how do I say?
The ending words when someone goes away,
I want them to leave to for fill a dream,
But inside I feel like I sob and scream.
I need to write down how I feel,
But I feel empty like nothings real,
My mind is blank and my body’s tired,
A long day where lots has transpired.
To live a little isn’t to learn a lot,
It’s to remember the little things that time forgot,
The hidden memories that brought you joy,
A stupid joke or a long lost toy.
We often forget about the little things,
The little moments that gave us wings,
The freedom of life in a single thought,
The laughter and love it brought.
Why should we forget due to everyday stress,
Forgetting and feelings we caress,
It took years for the memories to fade,
But they aren’t gone they’ve only strayed.
Remember Christmas being a kid,
Sitting in a sledge as your bounced and slid,
No responsibilities holding you back,
but now you’ve aged and gone off track.
But lets be honest you’re not dead,
And all that fun is in your head,
So open it up and let yourself see,
The person you was, feeling so free,
It can happen again the fun is inside,
Waiting to be unlocked for you to ride.
The darkness gets stronger upon waking,
It’s getting harder to push back without breaking,
This world it too out of sync,
A place where evil grows quicker than a blink.
Hit, slap there she goes,
Delivering pain, delivering blows,
What makes her so angry I’ll never know,
I just want to leave, I want to go.
Blood is thicker than stone,
The skin heals and so does bone,
The scars that are left are deep inside,
Imprints in the mind that still reside.
The darkness comes and never leaves,
For we are nothing more than thief’s,
We steal the truth and use a lie,
To hide the secrets we defy.
Have you ever seen such a beautiful sight?
No darkness, no mist, only light,
The feeling of love never known,
A person you can truly call home.
I have no words, no guilt, nor shame,
No feelings for one to claim,
For many wish but do not seek,
A normal life to hide the freak.
Feelings, feelings what are they?
What’s their message? What do they portray?
I feel nothing good- only the bad,
Like feelings lost and forever mad,
Is this normal or is it me?
How do I change what I cant see?
A doomed Relationship from the start,
We’re better together & yet better apart,
A man of feeling & a woman with none,
Until tolerating it has gone.
The threads of panic begin to start,
All because of a fragile heart,
The need to prove you can provide,
To be strong and not hide.
A Lyrical Delusion 
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